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I was going to put this out tomorrow yet a vision i had before coming here sprung back to my mind. I was dreaming about the jedi temple and felt a psyche attack from someone. Then there was myself arriving and walking around then war which after a few days or weeks. Time is something i just flow with and anyway i saw the picture on your facebook group. I told a jedi brother i look up to about the picture saying "this is what i saw in my dreams." Then the dream ended and that's all i can remember for now which that fascinated me.
There is no emotion there is peace is the first part of the jedi code or mantra.
What it means to me is there is a lot of emotion and it's not like we don't feel. In fact there is a lot of hurt, sadness, tears, joy, healing and a spark that spreads through out the force. It's not an easy path and is a path of suffering yet a choice to react in a wise way. Through emotion I learned to ground myself and not let it rule me which would give me a clearer head.
Realistically in a combat if i ever needed to protect myself dealing with my fight or flight response in a calm manner is important. Being calm in a stressful situation is helpful and there is a wisdom that starts to add onto the intuition within. For example one time a guy was bothering a women which I could have rushed in to see if things were okay. Yet the reality is i didn't know if he was armed and he seemed dangerous at the time i knew to stay away let the force do it's thing. I prayed for her and later turns out the more i watched them they were both mentally unstable.
Another time a guy cat called at me which when i walk on colfax i usually look tough. I am 5"6 and don't weight a lot yet can pack a punch for all of me was muscle combined with the force i can hit pretty hard. Even slapping myself out of curiosity to how hard my hand is when i use the force proved it can hurt. Where one would usually glare i turned around walking the other way which is a sign to stop interacting with me. i walk around unarmed usually yet in that instance i was like "please force no fighting." using my force to send out the you don't want to mess with me.
There are other times when it came to emotion that finding it's okay to relax or feel good at times. Life is ups and downs twists to turns. Not just all pain as i used to think or just expect for it's what came my way. See emotion is like a frequency and everything is frequency so imagine the force like a tuning fork. I attracted mean people for i was expecting mean people. Thoughts shape reality and our mood can affect the thoughts within.
I've had some things happen to me and when i started to connect as well as heal myself i had to feel the past. Forgive and work through the pain to then let go learning to react with mercy. See the people i despised and learn to love myself first then love others understanding we are all human. To say i cried and had a few days where i cried admitting the things were not okay that happened to me. "Yet they made me stronger and in the end things were okay.' i used to say inside knowing they were not yet glad i can still love. Can still react with love and do my best to work on my inner light.
See we need more people to learn to love and it starts with the individual internal work. Which later goes outward and finding peace in any situation can be found. There is always a way around to overcome obstacles and even in ways of chaos harmony can be found. So if someone chooses to react in a malicious way i react in a peaceful way putting out my force to shield myself. Spiritually speaking for no i don't have a force field ahaha i wish yet no.
I have been seeking inner peace and a constant zen state which the easier i seek the easier it is to find. My trials are running into people who will try to destabilize me. Which in turn causes the water to ripple which is a figure of speech i think. Then i get to use my breathing and lately been repeating there is emotion yet peace through chaos i can find harmony. Learning to flow with what is going onto then carve my own path or solution without having to fight that much.
I could just put my force out there and change everything yet then im fighting against others force which it's easier to be water then allows change. i just also had a major click or "aha moment" as you call them. A layer to the force revealed through the unveiling of the same truth for when you seek truth. Through repetition multiple truths or ways can be revealed if I seek.
https://soundcloud.com/silkdrop/key-to-me i love this song and meditate with music. Look within padawan and the truth you seek lies within.
I usually ground within the emotion and observe whatever comes in for things are only temporary. My emotion ebbs and flows which learning to acknowledge and love on them is how i feel they feel acknowledged. what i mean by that is for example i am going into a new chapter. I am entering a new paradigm and sometimes fear can happen or anxiety such as what if scenarios can arise. What if i chose wrongly and what if people do not understand me then judge me.
So to find peace and reassure oneself or use positive self talk is things i am currently working on. Just because people attacked me in past does not mean future is always an attack. there is a Fear response to the unknown which again finding peace and calming myself in my storms allow me to grow. I hope i formatted this correctly and this concludes my first entry.
I have never seen the movies and watching the first tonight which i'm at where poopatine is elected. He is so manipulative lol and Qui Quonn is so cool.

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Greetings! Aimee we met on the fb page for the temple a week or so ago. Jósef Si-Björt I my name on fb. Anyway Welcome to the Temple of the Jedi Force here I am known as Nascein, one of this site's Knight Marshalls. We train Jedi here through what we call the Knight Marshall Program. This journal will be your own personal record to fill with your meditations, experiences, and lessons as you have ready started doing. You will also conduct training with your Master there, after your initiate program has been successfully completed.

This is the first step in becoming an Apprentice through our Temple’s Knight Marshall Program. To complete the Initiate’s requirements for Apprenticeship, please complete the following: Begin with meditating on and describing line-by-the Jedi code, creed, tenets, 16 teachings, & Vows (found here: http://templeofthejediforce.org/modul ... s/article.php?storyid=533). Please be as elaborate and as thorough as possible, relating any experiences that you have had with them. Please pace yourself with these works. This is how you will come to know us, and how we will come to know you. You are not under any deadline to complete this aspect of your journal. Also, please take some time to consider and answer the following questions: Who are you, and how did you find this Temple? Why do want to become a Jedi? What brought you to this conclusion? If you have any questions, please feel free to ask.

Force keep and guide you always,
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Outstanding work on your entry for emotion yet peace.

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Indeed, looking forward to reading more. You may not get a response every time you post, however that doesn't mean it has not been read. I think by your start you will get quite a few :)The power of doing nothing when faced with adversity or threat is a powerful tool. If you can defuse the intimidation with Ki (the Force) you are on a good path :) Bows

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Okay so this is a revamped version and made a wide general template that you can make more personal if needed. When i first started to connect with the force i said this meditation and asked the force to be with me as i started my padawan journey. The force really did protect me and as i got stronger sometimes my guardians would step aside. Anyways back to the note for some of my brothers and sisters cleaning your place is helpful then meditating while you do so if your into that. Cleaning is a sort of purification and adds some extra strength as you remove blockages for a messy house can block things in addition it's just a good thing to keep your temple clean. Then saging for some of you i know this may interesting you and lighting candles after the saging ritual is for the candle symbolizes our inner unique light that is very sacred. Each light within is unique and the candle can help bring that out concreting your connection a bit. It's optional though and so reading this then meditating can make a difference especially when dealing with external energies.
I (your name) invoke the force (you can say my force or whatever resonates with you and setting a circle is also an option) and ask you to remove all negative earthbound attachments, all negative influences upon me, any dark external entities, dark shields, dark energies, dark devices, dark connections from my mind, my body and my spirit. I ask for purification and healing as these external and what is not of me is removed from my aura, soul and silver cord. I thank thee as you remove any dark external sources, dark hexes, dark curses, dark attachments, dark devices, dark artifacts, dark connections, that are not of me from my house, my yard, my neighborhood, my place of work, my car, my friends, my children, my family, my pets my world, my dimension, and everything in them for past present and future of my infinite circle.

I thank thee as you bring back any soul fragments have left in any place and any person thanking thee for cleansing, healing them as i integrate with my true genuine soul. I trust you oh force for you are me and in this connection i give thanks as you surround me with your love for my self loves goes outward. As you flow through, around and within me for in all dimensions past present and future creating the infinite loop i thank thee for shielding me with 100% genuine self source energy of divinity. I invoke a column of cosmic, pure, divine, source energy of the higher self through my force connection opening my heart chakra to you as you fill me. You cleanse my every cell and every organ in my body mind and soul (you can insert a crystal shows up and is revealed to me activating the reiki master/healer within. then you can say teach me and show me the ways of self love to a newer divine trueer self of 100% genuine force of which i serve. just an option and activation)

Force I activate my spiritual shields of 100% genuine higher self connecting them to genuine pure divine source energy. These take the shape of mirrors facing outward in all directions, dimensions to protect me. These spiritual mirrors deflect any negative thoughts, negative energy, curses, and external darkness aimed at me (say your name) . The energy is sent and deflected to the earth creating transmutation and healing for this earth. I ask that only 100% love and light be able to penetrate this shield and enter my force field with my consent. (so being specific and saying genuine 100% keeps love and light is a general phrase i insert what i want so i am setting my space/tone. Energy is a tuning fork)

This reflective shield of source energy and the force cleanses my sacred dwelling space and protects my sacred dwelling space. I give thanks to the force as you protect my yard, my neighborhood, my car, my place of business, my pets, my friends, my family, me state, my world and deflects any negative external energy.
I have asked and you have given which i thank thee so it is so it will be.
-Cosmic Jedi

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Force Activation/Growth
For some of you tonight is a full moon and the for awhile there won't be another one like this for a bit. If you want to activate your force or connect on a newer level ready for new phase as we shed the 2019 soon
I (say your name) call upon my conscious connection to the force and open myself to my genuine connection to the force. (saying that 7 times)
I Open my conscious portal to the force (saying it 7 times)
I (your name) open my heart chakra to my true divine genuine self
Lighting a candle is an option and meditating for the force is with you always. This flows in us and surrounds us that is very real. I hope you are enjoying your week and as always may the force guide, bless and keep you.
-Tauriel Rhyvvenbane

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Start to the cosmic aspect and thoughts on my mantra work. There is no ignorance yet knowledge. Here i am thinking on some ideas and letting my mind flow as i consider things. Today i am evolving and growing in the force which i am receiving communication from my guides in the force. Just so you know where my mind is at and today you can see inside a glimpse to what i will/am training to bring.
It hurts sometimes being a jedi yet it hurts less at times for i wish i could scoop everyone up carry them to safety with me. Yet nope that is not a reality and to even make a dent in the external reality one must learn to make one in their own first. Thank you force for guiding me to where i am now please continue to guide me. Teach and train me how to better serve my own reality and you for I love serving you.
Just another conduit out there learning and growing yet oww i forget how much it hurts at times. Force told me to serve awhile ago and well i ran for the pain or lack of control i had made it hard. Force sensitive naturally and the more i grow the stronger i get which at times can feel like a kick in the arse. Or a curse yet no it's a gift which i love to banter with the force which banters back. Force speaks to me man and it's so real i see visions, dreams, astral projection, i see and feel the force living within through all things. Auras are real and telepathy is a real yet rare gift with those who serve in ways of different unique medium ships.
Just have to move out of the darkness into the light and reminds me of this grey jedi fan film i resonated with. See i ran from a post so to speak and ran from my destiny or so i thought yet only landed at my destiny. Heh sometimes we feel we are running from yet only run to our destiny.
Fascinating how that works and there is no ignorance there is knowledge. Was my next line that came to me a few days been starting to meditate adding emotion yet peace. Seeing harmony within myself and finding a balance which the formula will show itself to me/is revealing itself to me. There is no wrong or right way just a path then the choices that lead to different learning experiences comes to mind. When i think on that and i know my allegiance is to serve by doing lots of internal/hard work to someday be a light for others. I had to start on the path and work on myself which has been well ever since i was born.
I just wasn't conscious of it and was more of a subconscious thing. When you from subconscious to being consciously aware there is some sort of click then as awareness is gained.
Knowledge is power and and chaos yet harmony kept coming to me. Something from the sith mantra when i followed that for a bit there is no peace there is passion. So by doing what i loved and was passionate about i started to be alive. To not just live in this world yet thrive on it which then a balance comes in. My energy is glowing white, purple and im really bright which getting used to that is still a thing for me.
Purple is the telepathic, and purple ray which translates to somersetting that i will not share yet offer something. I want you to meditate and open yourself up to the purple ray of the force which yes is very real. The secrets to the force are very fascinating and once you uncover the secret you can use them to make a difference in your life. Meditate and open yourself up you'll start to see the colors or feel them which depends on the force wielder actually.
Some can see auras or colors in the back of the eyelids others can feel or hear something being spoken. Everyone is versatile and not sure if or how this will be revealed to you yet curious to see what arises from this. Using this invocation can help too
I (your name) call upon the Purple Ray of the force asking your guidance and key be revealed to me.
Simple as that and i will be putting out some others which if your starting this i suggest this one.
I (your name) invoke the first ray of the force and open myself up to the guidance/wisdom the force will provide.
So then upon meditation a ray or color will show up then activate you which lessons even some trials perhaps. Who knows i am just the conduit and who knows which one you'll get first. Everyone is different and we will just have to see yet these rays made a big difference in my force connection.
May notice a yin yang aspect to each ray and the yin yang is within each of us. Just because you have inner self darkness does not make you a dark sider...there are two alliances so to say. Dark side that promises power and an understanding wanting you to succeed. There is the light side which promises the same thing yet it may not be immediate. "Come with ussss to infinITEe unfathomable power and you'll never be (whatever it inserts) again." which is up to you on what allegiance you choose.
The light side says "I have heard your cries and am here to help guide you, yet this path is not easily walked dear one. I believe and see potential in you for i too was once in your shoes. It's worth the hard work and it's up to you on which side you pick. We are here always and ready when your ready to embark on your special and unique journey. You will train and find so much within yet for now that is all i can say."
See that is the dark aspect or light aspect which goes to allegiances so to speak. As a light sider i choose to study yin yang within myself coming into my grey jedi avatar i am finding within. Some say i am a teacher and some say i am a guardian. Yet i am what i am just a conduit here to aid when called to while learning as a student under the force."
There is no right or wrong yet good and evil exist just depends on what/who you choose to pick. Both will lead you exactly to where you need to be though hasei sssaa a. Can you tell the lie or the truth?
I am reborn rising from my ashes as Tauriel Rhyvvenbane daughter of the force who has studied in both jedi and sith aspect. I even fell to the dark side for a bit and sometimes we must fall hard to rise stronger then before. See I thought being a sith made me a part of the dark side not the darkness within that is there. It's fascinating to me actually what i've found within and you "we are always here our hands will always reach out to you dear one. We understand the pulls and just have to realign with your true purpose also we respect all life." channeled from the light side of the force. for life is sacred and to be respected as such for doing unto others as you would do unto yourself.
Well now that you have seen a glimpse of the future and i have shared my thoughts on my mantra. I think i am going to sign off for now and may the force be with you always.
-Tauriel Rhyvvenbane I am cosmic Jedi

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There is no ignorance yet knowledge
Life is full of lessons and learning experiences with so much to see. I like learning and being a student of the force which makes me realize something. I am always learning, growing, and evolving even when ignorance comes in. Or a stubbornness due to fear or the uncomfortable of the unknown. I am still learning and we can sometimes put up our own blocks which can keep us from learning knowledge so they say at times.
Which yes to a certain extent yet that doesn't stop the experience from coming back around again when we want to. Even then because i learned i can block myself knowledge was gained. So to say we never stop learning is a lie and that's what came up on there is no ignorance there is knowledge.
I learned my force name and this will be my jedi name which i prefer people to start calling me by. Tauriel Rhyvvenbane is my force name and i am the cosmic jedi the writer of the cosmic aspect in the future. Tauriel is a name from the light within and rhvvenbane is a sithy kind of aspect for i have studied both aspects. They lead to different lenses of the self and i love ravens yet in the name there are many truths to be told/found if your into that stuff.
After some thought I figured out my saber color and it's green for the consular also i am strong in the force. I will train in both guardian and consular groups for i am called to in addition i resonate with both. They add something to my lessons and knowledge to be gained. My apprentice saber which i will buy sometime after paying a friend back. See do the right thing first and then do fun stuff later. My saber will have a silver finish and green or grey wrapping with the silver or frost color from saberforge.
When i become a knight i will get weathered finish with a wrapping idk about the wrapping yet by led will be green symbolizing a step i have taken. I channel me when i flow with my saber so it's taken me a bit of time to think as i consider some options. This came form inspiration of some knowledge i have found within and the force is guiding me to newer areas in life.
I'm expanding and working on being open for fear is easy to give into sometimes yet i know i can do this. Sometimes being a Jedi hurts yet tis the path of suffering i guess that it doesn't matter who or what you are. It's not an easy one often doing the right thing is often hard yet taking the high road by doing the right thing is often a better choice.
I'm stumbling a bit and feel sick yet i removed a few things from my life which should change a few things. Force guided me to do so and could use some positive energy or connections around me which thanks for doing so. I'm exhausted and been doing lots of internal work now just resting which im going to go do.
This ends my thoughts on todays mantra line
-Tauriel Rhyvvenbane I am Cosmic Jedi

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So far so good. When it comes to living, purity is power to a Jedi, the simple path is often the best as it's the way that allows the Jedi to have great focus, as our focus determines our reality.

Depending on who becomes your teacher, you may get an assignment to construct your own saber as part of your training.

Force continue to guide you.

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I couldn't have said it nearly a well master Octagon.

Master Octagon is right. Several of the masters he may require you to build a Saber for training. Even if they don't it's your path and you should walk it in a way that is right with your soul(s).

Sorry you probably already stated this but what discipline are you looking at? Guardian, counseler or sentinal.

I ask because a master that's focused on say a guardian discipline will likely require you to learn a martial weapon or at least start to learn a form. In which case a Saber would be necessary, but mi d you this is in no way limited to one discipline as many of the masters here lean in more than one direction.

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